who am i joking..

October 22

I thought..life is meant to be simple..because love is like that..

To meet you in million crowds..hold your hands tight..then grow old with you..

I thought..it's not that much to ask for..

It was all wrong..

Who am I joking..

Martini is made up with gin and vermouth..

First time drunker is made up with broken pieces..

the explosion in the head is killing me..

Killing me with the memories of you and me..

My body starts shrinking but it feels great..

I can finally be free after four Martini..

You said you think of me ever morning you open up your eyes..

You said you like it when I whisper in your ears..

You said my smile heats up your body temperature..

You said my sense of humor is the cure for everything..

You said too many things..

I believed you are the reason stars shining through the air..

I believed you are the hero saved me in the nightmare..

I believed you are the one to hold hands.. and grow old together..

I believed you are my happiness..and I am yours..

I believed so many things..

Too many things..

who am I joking..

Who am I joking..

Friday..20th OCT 2006..possibly the last time I will ever see him..

I couldn't cry out loud about it until 4 Martini cocktails running through my brain..

For the first time of my life..I was drunk..almost passed out..it felt great..the explosion in the head was killing me..

but it felt great..only if I could get punished in that way..

I wonder how will I ever get punished for what I did..I will take whatever I deserve..

I have no regrets..but I am sorry for what I did..

Life after friday has been quite..hangover wasn't as bad as it could get..

Life after friday will be just fine..

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