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September 19 A BETTER ME..Years ago..when I left China for the first time..I told them my mission of this journey is..To Be A Better Person..I..almost forgot about it...
I guess sometimes people forget what they suppose to do, because life is full of distractions..Again..It just proves that I am just an ordinary person..that's fine..If that's who I am..then I am who I am..Couldn't stay focused for the last 3 months..especifically last week when I supposed to be studying for my exams..which I definitely did not do well..hehe..apparently it happens to every single exam..
I wasn't worried..don't know if it's because I couldn't care less about whether I can graduate on time and make a complete fool out of myself in front of family and friend ( lets assume they do care)..or is it because I was actually so confident in my intelligence.. who is laughing now.. All I know was..I had something/someone on mind that I couldn't keep out of mind..how sad..If that's how love supposed to do a person..then I'd say..a person in love is the saddest person on earth..because they basically lose themselves.. AND..Love someone I shouldn't love at the first place..that's the saddest thing..does that make me the saddest saddest person on earth..who is laughing again..
So..I decide to be a better person..like I determined to be..I hope that makes my mum proud..enough though she doesn't know anything about my life..but I know..she will be proud of me..one day..
Dear Mum..Let Me Protect You.. no need to live in darkness..let me light up your miserable life..
Dear You.. thank you for passing by my life.. I know because of You.. next time when I meet someone..I will be brave..brave enough to tell him..
"Let Me Be Your Happiness..and I Know You Are Mine"
For Now..shall I propose a toast.. To The Better Me! Cheers!! Comments (2)
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